the greatest battles are those in the mind.

wasnt quite in the mood to blog these days.
lets see. first of all, my postings! i was posted to SP accountancy. (: i guess im quite happy, aside from the fact that i have to start travelling again. but its okay le, i should to used to it already. haha. and hopefully i don drop out in the 2nd sem or at year2 like what many did as what shanyuan said. and of course, i hope to get that bloody scholarship from sp. isnt it good to study for free. and whats better? it pushes you to ur very best, and allow u to get 2diplomas in 3years. and im already aiming at the specialist diploma in applied business psychology. ((: just hope that everything goes smoothly. (: going down to jurong sec most probably next week to collect my testimonial. miss tang is kind enough to settle it for me first because i need them.

kelvin and kelly came down on monday. max came down on tuesday. ah tao came down yesterday. it feels good to see them. and yes, i miss them. i remember myself being happy working at orange because the people there are fun. it totally different apart from the fact that meowmeow makes work enjoyable too. ah tao slimmed down a little and i think max looks slightly younger with his newly cut hair and a bit of styling. meowmeow bought me lunch on monday. black pepper chicken. thanks yah! and that mr ah beng presume its abalone, and i should be thankful. haha. mr ah beng, im already thankful for the lunch although its not abalone. haha. and oh, mr ah beng slimmed down a little, making him look slightly less beng, or was it because he was smiling, which makes him look less dao? ok. whatever.
voodoo doll asked why i wont want to work part time after march. and yes, i told him straight. working with him will make me cry. haha. i think its kind of bad to say that. but its okay since he don really get it. still can ask me why i have to cry when i work with him. isnt it obvious? a second seems like a million years, time is oh-so-difficult to pass with him around.
shanyuan was still telling me its better to go jc and jc life wont sucks. and since i wanto enter uni, jc will be a better route. and end off saying, its my choice la. haha. stupid. he saw voodoo talking to me, and i wasnt replying, or rather, i didnt even bother to listen. he came over and told me to entertain him lah. the way he says it was funny. then he suddenly pulled off the company dinner paper off the wall, walked over and said " cecilia! u going ma?" then i was telling him im not sure. if meowmeow go then i go. see first. then said" huh? u even think about going. aiyoh! this kind of thing don need to think one. don go such events la." -_- haha. he wasnt very much the liangshanyuan i knew yesterday. haha.
and ya. my beloved meowmeow left on tuesdayevening, leaving me with all the shit. and i cant believe, even JIMMY asked me to go. i was already a bit surprise when voodoo asked me to go. and brother actually begged me to go. thanks to michael telling everyone how bad i was not to go, i almost died there. so meowmeow, what are u going to do?
got my pay arleady. for for all the bloody shit and truckloads of apologizings we have done, for the kazuwa service and the wormy noodles, our tips is only 15bucks. and the kitchen people? 20 and 25bucks. oh so wtfish. i think i have to get myself painted black too. then i will get more tips. haha X)
and for the first time, im spending my offday AT HOME. damn the bloody nose. my nose are being blocked up. sore throat. and the phlegm that is like stucked in the middle of my throat. rah. shall just get an mc for tomorrow! stay at home and sleep for another day.
off to sleep again. ciaos

can any kind souls help me do this?
Tell us in not more than 200 words why you ought to be selected for the SP Scholar Programme.
like wtfish. because its free like what meowmeow say? or shortandsweet, because i want it. they must have got super uber tired reading all the 200words one. yes, so "i want it" 3 words should make them happy. haha